Their Struggles!

The weird thing about d is that you never realise it coming until its already there and has taken control. I enrolled in to a drawing lesson in a cultural institution without thinking much of it. I would maybe meet people at best but whatever. And then I meet my drawing teacher; fun, open and really passionate. He made me realise I wasn't so bad at drawing after looking at my old work, and by the second day, I had drawn my first portrait. I was really proud of myself for the first time in a while. Soon enough, I bought a sewing machine to bring to life some of my fashion ideas. By then I realised the desire to finish a portrait or a new style on my machine, grew stronger than the pull to stay in bed. 

Younger, I could not wait to get older, you know become an adult. Yeeeah am an adult now and it's just quite not what I expected... As a kid everything was soo simple being yourself, making friends, breaking friendships, talking to strangers, not giving two shits about literally anything, not understanding the concept of stress or anxiety. And funny enough, back then I thought things were hard. I could not wait to become an adult and finally become free to do whatever I want. I thought being an adult symbolised fulfilling your dreams, choosing your path as an individual, being the master of your destiny and all that crap lol. Little did I know that at the time, I was indeed truly free.